this morning just confirmed that no single breathing soul around me understand how tremendous me stress is.not my close friends, my family nor my husband-to-be. So i break down and cry.
their so call well meant decision only add on to my burden. maybe i should tell them to stop adding their 2 cents of worth.
why do they always want me to be sensible and think of others???no one is getting it right that, I am getting married. It is MY wedding.Why do i have to listen and do it their way even in this?Why are they forcing me, me getting married seems so insignificant to anyone.me getting married is to improve the situation now and be less pain in the ass.
I have the bazaar notion that if any one,ANYONE, tell me wat to do.I kill myself right in front of them.
1:10 AM