Welcome to my dumping-ground

Was trying to input some data into F1, but it jus didin capture.
Trying to search thru the whole data lookin for the mini cooper I created.
Alas, after one hr, I raise my white flag and began eating my nasi lemak that my colle da bao for us.

My gum hurts. I delayed my dental appointment to late afternoon on monday, so that I can go attend interview.
Wish me luck bah.

Alright. I have no idea how to describe my feelings now. Too much tongues are wagging around. Its too much for me to handle. Personally, I feel that matters should be handled professionally. I apologised for my lack of sensitivity to ask dealer the source of their cash. But then is it really my duty to ask? I mean even thou the customer come from my side, but eventually the cash will still goes to deposit.
So, I should have took the initiative to ask abt it since we jus attend the money laundering briefing. BUT, it has NEVER cross my mind to ask. Y? coz he is our regular customer and those that are highly regards. Am I to ask “Hei, where you got so many cash huh?”
Fuck it la.
What is wrong with this people?!?!
Had I know I should ask even if its beyond my duty, I would gladly do it.
Is it really necessary to involve so many pple?
So many pple calling my line to put their 2cents of worth?
Best part is I have my own partner askin me why I din ask?
Hello!!! She has the guts to tell me she will ask.
Wat happens when we dig out old cases done by her?
Did she do it? Fuckin no.

I almost explode then and there.
I have enough of it!
I do not appreciate pple braggin abt how they will do it if its then.
I have enough about all the nonsense.How I wish to tell them do stuff all their ‘advices’ up their arse.

So I still think my boss is a bitch.
I mean I wanted to go for my wisdom tooth surgery on 3rd sept.
She insist I should go early and not drag so long so long.
She said explicitly that I should be considerate cause the company will be very busy with F1 and GST and whatever.
THIS COMPANY HAS BEEN BUSY WITH F1 SINCE EONS YEARS AGO.
WHAT IS ME TAKING 1 WEEK MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE.
I explain I wanted to wait for my aug pay so that I have $ to pay for it.
“No, I don’t think this is a valid reason!, You must have some saving, thou not a lot but still some mah!”
WTF!!! What is her concern if I have or not any savings!!! If this bloody company can pay me more, of course savings I have!!!
If I have, why would I want to endure the pain for so long until my pay?!
Hello~ Is she dumb or wat?!!!

She went on further instruct me to call the clinic and arrange for appointment next week..
Personally cause MQ will be free on 3rd sept so to coincide with him, I schedule tat week.
So praying hard that the clinic has no slots next Monday, I called to check.
Alas, the clinic is not available for me next week… but free on wed thou~
Anyway told tat kuku boss of mine that that next cant..
Last draw was she said I should inform the clinic that if anyone cancel their appointment next week,
To contact me, so I can rush down immediately.
What the fuck. She is really a bloody freaking bitch of the century!

Update on my weekend.
Waited until almost 12midnight for MQ to come home.. Wasted my Friday…boo..
Tian msg me to remind to of fireworks on Friday, told her abt my mishap.
She said I should get a life without my bf…!
@#$%^%^&* Bleh =p

A joke on Friday night while sleeping:
MQ (eyes wide open): darling (nudge me)
Me: arh…
MQ: !@#$%^&*
Me: huh???
MQ: !@#$%^&*_+
Me: wat??
MQ: !@#$$%number!@#!!!
Me: wat number?!
MQ: !@#$% I say so many times already!
Me: …. (innocent)
MQ: (irritated) Number tag!@##$$%
Me: (roll over) R U DREAMING?!!!
MQ: The number tags over there are ready for IBBT and SOC liao.
Me: … … … ”””
MQ: ZZZzzz
Me: (faints)
Time is 3.30am.

We manage to catch the fireworks on sat night. As we could not park our car any where near cityhall as it’s Really crowded. We parked it at fort Canning, and walk back to Padang… The fireworks is not really spectacular thou.

After that watch Secrets at Juro East Entertainment…
Aeeeiii…its better than I expected. No wish to see it but then MQ suggest so I comply. (See im such a obedient gf) But I cant get over the ending when Jay left his father to be with the Girl.. Then his father HOW?!!! But the music is nice thou..

MQ jus called say he tonight got to stay back. By the time he come back i can ZZzzzz liao lo.
We plan go watch fireworks de lei. Arrrhhhhggg...Sian SIan SIAn SIAN!!!
wa liao... lookin forward to the fireworks de lor.
bloody shit la!!! now i wan jio pple out also cant liao lo.
Coz promise mum to go home eat then go watch fireworks.~
Damn it!

hee hah... got a free milo dinosaur from ah lum, coz he say don need to pay him mah...
See! im easy to please...

Started with me tellin him i wan to go BKK shoppin
So a typical ah sam response plus a irritating me:


~SaM~ >says:
lolagain?
~".> says:
i only went once nia lo
~".> says:
but no one free
~SaM~ >says:
ohh..
~SaM~ >says:
-.-
~".> says:
if u goin with peiyi
~".> says:
i wan tag along also
~".> says:
wahahahahhaaaa
~SaM~ > says:
me cannot take leave le
~SaM~ > says:
....
~".> says:
boo...
~".> says:
wey~
~".> says:
mai ar ni
~".> says:
tag along nia
~".> says:
not like i will sleep betw u 2 right...
~SaM~ > says:
u and that who go la..
~".> says:
tat who cannot any how tak leave...
~SaM~ >says:
haha
~SaM~ > says:
like tat ah.. so means u can take la
~".> says:
by the time he can take leave, i old liao...
~SaM~ > says:
....muz be understanding la..
~".> says:
over weekend nia mah...
~".> says:
i very understanding
~".> says:
so i ask my frens to go instead of pester him to go wimme mah
~".> says:
C!! i so understanding...
~SaM~ > says:
hmm.. true true
~SaM~ > says:
eat arldy mah?
~".> says:
eat liao la...
~SaM~ > says:
not working meh?
~".> says:
i miss the chicken rice @ army market
~".> says:
workin la.
~".> says:
i muli-tasking!
~".> says:
~SaM~ >says:
ohh.. me too. writing lisening calls and typing msn
~".> says:
wahahhaaaa
~".> says:
okok.
~".> says:
then don disturd u liao
~".> says:
meet up soon k
~".> says:
remember the bkk trip, i wan tag along.
~".> says:
wahahahaaa
~".> says:
sekali peiyi don allow me to go... wahahhaaa
~SaM~ > says:
u can go wif a frn la.. she not so like tat de la
~".> says:
hahaaa
~".> says:
jokin la.
~SaM~ > says:
kk
~".> says:
but im serious abt the bkk trip!!!
~".> says:
hahahaa
~SaM~ says:
okok
~SaM~ says:
me just came back onli
~SaM~ says:
think i every year go.. haiz
~".> says:
good la.
~".> says:
next time MUST go wimme!!!!
~SaM~ > says:
ok i wait for that crazy 1 million seats air asia then we go k
~SaM~ > says:
free onli pay 121 taxs
~".> ? says:
wah
~".>? says:
but must be weekend la, wan go sweep weekend market
~".> says:
~SaM~ says:
me getting tired of that place le.. cannot buy things de..
~SaM~ >says:
i now prefer suan lum night bazzar
~SaM~ says:
~".> says:
wat thing?
~".> says:
wat suan? wat lum? sia
~".> says:
i wan shop shop nia la
~SaM~ >says:
the PlAce la
~".> says:
where got cheap n gd stuff im ok.
~SaM~ >says:
its a name
~".> says:
hee
~SaM~ says:
haha of cos

Saw this at a car park some time ago. Pooh fanatic~

I wan to go shopping. But I have neither $$$ or companion to go BKK and sweep the weekend market with me.
So sad. I have decided not to go to the graduation. Its final, cos I send the confirmation letter out. No turning back.

I have big craving for shopping. Maybe City square or somewhere.
Cheap and good stuff. I can see my wardrobe practically shrinking right before me.
Hallucinating?!!! Damn kuku…
Hahaa

Dept dinner at Oriental hotel on mon, it was not very fantastic.
Tink the one I went to at Novotel is much better and cheaper.

Back to work.. hahhaa

I am having a massive headache.
I wanted to blog abt my weekend.
But then my mind now is in a mush.

I do not know how long I need to suffer here.
Its not like I din send my resume out.
I refuse to think it’s my capabilities that causes the state am in.
I have never doubt my professionalism or capabilities or otherwise.

It maybe due to my bad luck or lack of opportunities, but then since I have always been a good girl,
I have no idea why I am still in this shit hole after a year.
Call me picky, but I say I have plans for my future.
Others may not understand or even disagree with me.
But I don’t give a damn, coz I live for myself.
Its my life, my rulz.
I left MBB for the better. Better it did not, but shit there is.
I tried to play it cool, praying that maybe tomorrow will be.
Sometimes I can’t help but compare with the rest of my friends, like why are they doing better than me.
I’m not overestimating myself, I jus know myself very well. I hate not knowing what to do.
Just WHEN THE FUCK WILL I HAVE A BETTER LUCK!!

If KC and QY read this, please be assured that I am not on the verge of insanity.
I jus needed to let some steam off.

I have not been sleeping my beauty sleep for the last few days.
Coz of the announcement, I have no moral to work in this company anymore.
(not like I had any moral before…) Plus I worry so much about my life in this company for the next few months.
Best part is while I was flipping around trying to work up some sleepy worms,
MR LOH slept like a log. Never mind I was somersaulting on the mattress.
On he Zzzzzz…. Thanks for the comfort, MR Piggy Loh!!! Pui~

Met Gerry and Baobao at MS for Gerry’s post-dated BD dinner after work on Wednesday..
Both of them change job recently, for the better. Congrats to them.
Finally some sunshine after so long so long. I hope I can be like them soon (ASAP).

Went to watch Rush Hour 3 at Suntec yesterday. Hilarious movie.
Chris Tucker has a real comical face while Jacky Chan looks real old liao.
Hmmm… Wanted to watch fireworks but has no mood for it,
so bought a huge Chicken Don Pie and went home to watch DVD ‘The Reaping” with Mr Loh.

Well…I slept ok last night thou…
Haiz…

I have not been sleeping my beauty sleep for the last few days.
Coz of the announcement, I have no moral to work in this company anymore.
(not like I had any moral before…) Plus I worry so much about my life in this company for the next few months.
Best part is while I was flipping around trying to work up some sleepy worms,
MR LOH slept like a log. Never mind I was somersaulting on the mattress.
On he Zzzzzz…. Thanks for the comfort, MR Piggy Loh!!! Pui~

Met Gerry and Baobao at MS for Gerry’s post-dated BD dinner after work on Wednesday..
Both of them change job recently, for the better. Congrats to them.
Finally some sunshine after so long so long. I hope I can be like them soon (ASAP).

Went to watch Rush Hour 3 at Suntec yesterday. Hilarious movie.
Chris Tucker has a real comical face while Jacky Chan looks real old liao.
Hmmm… Wanted to watch fireworks but has no mood for it,
so bought a huge Chicken Don Pie and went home to watch DVD ‘The Reaping” with Mr Loh.

Well…I slept ok last night thou…
Haiz…

Holy cow! Thunder strikes.
Has jus announce on the new work timing.
I am going to start working shift targeted next week.
1st shift is 8am to 4pm, and 4pm to 12midnight.
…. …..
Office working shift?! Certainly the 1st I have heard.
Staffs will be mobilize to work operation and the fucking system.

Alright. This company sux!!!