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Welcome to my dumping-ground
Tuesday, October 9, 2007Y

Alright. To sum up the past few days, im really lost of words.

I guess the significance of death of someone u know is
- u don get to see them anymore
- u don get to address them (in case case, I will never have any chance to call her Ah Mah)
- u will miss the things they do ( ah mah’s curry vege)
and so on.

Ah Gong left us in Feb and 7 mths later, ah mah follows.
Is this the way when your partner leave u, u will not have the drive to go on anymore?
I guess the impact is beyond pple like us who never experience anything like this to understand.

Something hit me during the ‘grand finale’ yesterday, looking at my little cousins, what do they know abt their grandparents? They are playing with each other while the adults are crying violently.
I bet they have never been carried by them before.

I remembered when ah mah live in west coast, she use to has this FAT Pomeranian, u cant see its legs cos its tummy has drool the floor. It use to chase me around the living room when I visit.

Reminisce abt the past, I wonder the main reason that drives us away is it only that?
If everyone had been sincerely nice and caring, we may be one big family after all, would we?

Well, I really hope all ends with the demise of ah mah and ah gong.
Rest their souls and may god bring them to a better place, free of worries and trouble, where they can live happily.
Much as I regret, I realize I luv them for being my grandparents and giving me my father.

sweet ^o^ 9:58 AM