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Welcome to my dumping-ground
Monday, August 13, 2007Y

I am having a massive headache.
I wanted to blog abt my weekend.
But then my mind now is in a mush.

I do not know how long I need to suffer here.
Its not like I din send my resume out.
I refuse to think it’s my capabilities that causes the state am in.
I have never doubt my professionalism or capabilities or otherwise.

It maybe due to my bad luck or lack of opportunities, but then since I have always been a good girl,
I have no idea why I am still in this shit hole after a year.
Call me picky, but I say I have plans for my future.
Others may not understand or even disagree with me.
But I don’t give a damn, coz I live for myself.
Its my life, my rulz.
I left MBB for the better. Better it did not, but shit there is.
I tried to play it cool, praying that maybe tomorrow will be.
Sometimes I can’t help but compare with the rest of my friends, like why are they doing better than me.
I’m not overestimating myself, I jus know myself very well. I hate not knowing what to do.
Just WHEN THE FUCK WILL I HAVE A BETTER LUCK!!

If KC and QY read this, please be assured that I am not on the verge of insanity.
I jus needed to let some steam off.

sweet ^o^ 5:24 PM